Middle Of Nowhere

Take Me Back To The Start...

Thu, 29 May 2008 23:43:28 GMT

I've finally had time to process all my thoughts...and I feel like a completely different person. Almost like a weight has been lifted off my chest or something crazy like that. I woke up the other day and nothing was the same. I finally left the last 3 years in the past and now it's all blank and untouched. I've met new people, made the best friends with new people and I'm excited to let myself live again and actually enjoy it.

Wasted my time today downloading old school tunes from jr/sr high years. I just remembered how much those old tunes can change my mood simply by turning them up LOUD and mellowing out. It's awesome. Boring day not working though, definately considered getting all loaded up and what not...but I do work tomorrow; trying the responsible thing for once. Something I should have done like a month or so ago when I lost the only piece of paper that gave me my freedom. Bring on city buses and the taxi service this fall.

Nobody understands how stoked I am to go back to school and finally do something with my life that I should have done 3 years ago. I'm fixing all my mistakes these days and BAH...uni life is gonna be the shit. Never really realized how much there is to see in the world and Hazy just isn't going to get me there.

Bran'

House..

Mon, 26 Feb 2007 04:05:06 GMT

So we completely moved into our house yesterday. It was kind of exciting to just walk in and be like "It's Ours!!" We got a couple of gifts yesterday at our house warming party, get together, whatever it is that you want to call it. It was actually a pretty wicked time hanging out with all the boys and then Niki love that girl.

My parents came down to help move us so in my gratitude I got Brady and Jade drunk. I thought Brady could hold his liquor and know when he'd gone way past the drunk stage. I couldn't have been more wrong. He ended up barfing and I had to run up to Pharmasave with my mom to get him some diphenhydramine. What a loser, but it was all in good fun. OH and I gave Kelly a nose bleed, definately hit him in the face with the back of my head when the toilet started to slowly overflow because of the tree roots that are growing in our sewage pipe. How appealing is that.

Other than that nothing much is new. Wedding plans are still under way but we can't do much more until we get the bridesmaids dresses; which will definately be weird considering the two of them are completely different body shapes. HAHA! But yeah I'm out!

Bran

Staff Parties And Karaoke!!

Sun, 10 Dec 2006 19:48:49 GMT

Well, in the last while I have no idea what I've posted and what I haven't. AND I'm too lazy to check. So I got engaged, the wedding is August 18th,2007. Planning is so boring haha I just want it to be over and done with, I can't invite lots of the people I want to because I already have a gi-normous family so they're taking up alot of room haha.

Last night was my Pharmsave Staff Party at the Chinook golf course. I was in Regina for the day doing Christmas shopping so I decided to buy a dress after Kelly pretty much begged me to. I looked cute, I am not going to lie to you! We missed the supper because we didn't get in until like 7. We showed up at the golf course around 9. Gwendala was still there with Busse and the rest of the pharmacy staff too! It was such a good time, I should be a bar star or something, we were rocking that Karaoke so hard nobody knew what to do with me and Janhaya. Other than that I got super licked, Kelly drove me home. I was like dead haha, I was munching on the couch, we ordered out for the best pizza ever and I freaking passed out hard. Woke up this morning in bed a little unsure how I made it from the couch to the bed in the previous 7 hours. But yeah, everything is starting to feel more and more like home here. Between getting married and work, I am glad everything is playing out the way it is.

But now that I updated the last month of my life, I am going to watch the next Couple episodes of The OC season 3. Cant' quite get enough of that show!

Thu, 16 Nov 2006 03:08:25 GMT

So I've been doing a crap load of thinking lately about things in my life. It's totally not like me I like to kind of just go with the flow so I don't get hurt or make unreal expectations of myself. And I've come to this, I'm unsure whether or not I want to go to school next year, but I know I want to get married and start a family. I was never a person to want a family while I was young, but with the way everything in my life is going, it would honestly make me the happiest I could ever be. I feel so stupid for even considering something like that, considering I'm only 19 in three days. Its not like I have a rush on having a family, but I want that that with my life. I am so content with life right now, it just feels like there is still something missing, and that's the part, the family.

It's also stupid cause Kelly and I have only been going out for 8 months, soon enough to be 9. I think I'm just being gay and wasting time. Hah I probably am, but yeah, that's all. I just wanted to basically vent to myself kind of haha.
Bran'

Sat, 11 Nov 2006 23:12:32 GMT

Well..I got my transcripts back, now the bigger question is "Do I want to go back to university?" My answer is "YES!" initially. But then I think a little bit further into it, I have everything I want and the way the family life is right now is kind of like disappointing, and in the end I think I might end up missing spending time with the people I love just to go on and perform well in school when we all know I could do it in a couple years. Take a break off and stuff like that. Like how many people do I know have a diploma in a course, are members of three associations within Canada and work at the biggest Pharmasave in Canada?? NOBODY!

But in other news. If after December I don't decide to go back to school we are going to start looking at houses. It's just gonna be easier to pay the mortgage on a house rather than craploads of inflated rent. But other than that, everything is good. I turn 18 in a week and I'm wicked pumped about that, I will no longer have to depend on other people to pull for me, I CAN AND WILL go and get my own booze. Heck yes I love it! And besides that nothing else is new, I go to Edmonton on the 18th for my grad, which should be an alright time, it will be wicked good to see everybody I went to school with. Especially Heather, I miss that girl like crazy. But I think I need Donuts! BYE
Bran'

Frusteration

Thu, 05 Oct 2006 05:20:34 GMT

Life in Swift Current has been alright. Definately not what I expected. Love my job, love the people I work with. Yet it's still not feeling like home. I literally hate it here. I'm gonna be an alchoholic or something, starting young I am. But other than that, shit's good. Tonight I actually sat down and realized I don't know anybody anymore...everybody's changed and shit and they're all like fucking retarded. But hey, what do I know I'm out of the complete loop.

Spent the last couple weekend in Regina. They were alright, nobody ever wanted to boozer with me..I kind of thought that was the whole point in me going and staying in Rez but obviously it wasn't. I definitely had some regrets not going to boozer with Glazer. But what can you do.

In other news, I am applying to the U of S for the fall of next year..I intend on taking Pre-pharmacy. It was a big toss-up for a while there I wasn't sure if I wanted it to be Pre-pharmacy or Pre-Med. I know I could totally do both, but I decided Pharmacy was definitely the way that I wanted to go, plus I'm already in that field anyways. Other than that...nothing is really new with me. Alvie might be moving to Swifty so that's rank, have't hung out with that kid in forever and I THINK I might have just found my newest drinking buddy since everyone round here is amature. Hhaa, but I'm going I have to work in the morning and I should hit the hay.

Brand'

The In Laws

Sun, 20 Aug 2006 00:54:51 GMT

Lynda and Daryl are really great people and all but DAMN living with somebody else's parents is just way too complicated for me to do. Especially when they tell me things that are none of my business what-so-ever, or atleast that's just how I feel about some of the subjects. Other than that my first week of work went wicked good, so many cool chicks I work with and we are all super young. There is not a negative thing about it. But then on Friday I got an email from a person from Regina Health Region regarding a position in a hospital. I don't want it now but it would have been cool to have when I didn't know what I wanted. More money and people I actually know live there. It's harder for me to make friends here in my first week than it was in my first week in Edmonton haha. Weird how that works eh. I hate stupid gay cities. But that was my decision.

It was cool last night getting to talk to old friends and stuff. Made me realize that they really are there no matter what. I'm glad everybody is going somewhere, I always hoped they would. We deserve it cause we're rank. But yeah I am going to go find somewhere to party or something to do on this wonderful Saturday night.!

Brandi

Moving!!

Mon, 07 Aug 2006 23:22:34 GMT

After that job interview in Swift I got offered a wage the next day and I declined the first offer and accepted the second. I will be making pretty good money. It is the busiest pharmacy in Saskatchewan. It is open 365 days a year, 9-midnight on most days except for Christmas Eve and Christmas Day, they close early and stuff like that. I start on Monday, August 14th. It's kind of crazy because I finish up my hospital practicum on the Friday, move some crap to Swift and then I start work again on Monday.

We have also got an apartment. But for the first two weeks I am going to stay with Kelly's parent's it will just be cheaper that way and then we can like save up money before we have to move. Our apartment is super nice, in a family neighborhood. It's 900 square feet, with a 25 foot balcony and a fire place, washer, dryer and dishwasher. It's only like $600 a month, so that's wicked awesome that it's a super nice place and it's all trashed. I can't wait to finally have my own place kind of. I know after 2 weeks with Kelly's parents I will be going crazy and want to get out of there. Although I am really nervous about moving to Swift considering I only know Kelly's friends and people I've met while I was partying down there. Everybody else I will meet with be through work and stuff, so I hope it all works out good, it's a city with a small town feel and I love it.

What else is new, I had a family reunion in Moose Jaw this weekend, it was really nice to see all my uncle's and cousin's that came down. I haven't seen everybody in about a year or so, or else since the last funeral we all attended, but yeah. It was really good to see everybody and see what's going on in the next year as far as wedding's and family gatherings. We definitely need to do that more often, it makes everything feel just perfect when you dont have to worry about everything else that is going on around home and all that jazz.

Haha, I seen my buddy Justin in Pangman at the gas station before me and Kelly left for Moose Jaw on Saturday and he had absolutely no idea who he was talking to. I haven't seen him for a year and I really haven't changed at all, but according to him I did. I made him feel super ackward and shit just talking about everything and then he realized who I was. I unno maybe I'm just drop dead sexy now haha. But yeah that's all for now, I might update when I move and stuff. I'm so going to miss everybody from around here that I actually see on a regular basis. But shit happens and people change so it's all good.

Brandi

Interview!!

Sun, 23 Jul 2006 23:27:46 GMT

So, what's new with me you ask? I officially have an interview in Swift Current on Saturday July 29th, for a possible opening in the pharmacy department. I think it would be wicked to actually get a position that they would hold for me until I'm done my practicum hours in like 3 weeks. I also think it would be cool to be away from this town forever, only having to come back for holidays and that sort of boring stuff. I don't want to get my hopes up but I'm definitely looking forward to the days ahead of me, only like 3 weeks until I can leave this shit hole and all the useless people that seem to have once been very interesting. I am glad I got out of here for 8 months and realized there is more to life than old friends, there is so much out there for me to experience, I just need to live and say fuck the rest of it, I've made something out of a good mold here. But yes, that's all. I am just super excited to happen to get away from Hazy for the weekend, see Kelly and hopefully have a job after all is said and done.

brandi

Wow

Fri, 14 Jul 2006 04:39:17 GMT

Alot hit home tonight. I finish up my first practicum at Pharmasave tomorrow, tonight Alison, Kendra and Nikki went for supper at Conversation in Langenburg. It felt so right to have made it this far in my career and schooling. Alison kind of got lost by taking the wrong turns to get to Yarbo so I had to direct her, so see kids there is a point in going back-roading, you learn very valuable lessons for later on in life.

Alot more hit home tonight when I got a text message from Carol just saying "Hi". Carol was a mom I went to school with, she's in her middle-forties. Nicest lady ever, was always there when I needed help or support or anything. I miss her so much, and her little complaints about whatever, she was easy to get along with, she didn't seem like she was on a different page then me or anything. And then Heather texted me saying that "She misses me and needs me to be there tonight because of shit going on" and "She will probably come see me before my birthday because that's too far away." I have realized tonight what great friends I made in Edmonton while I was there. Even if I didn't stay there long or hang out with them all the time. They were the most amazing people I could have met, they've done so much for me, and there isn't anything I wouldn't do for them. I know it's rude but it's more than I can say for the friends I have made thus far in my life. These people are real and just totally get me. I miss them so much, it feels so wrong being home when everything I've come to know is 10 hours away in a different province doing everything I want to be doing.

Enough about my bitching. I am excited to start work at Moosomin on Monday at the hospital. It should definately be an experience that will shape my future at retail or institutional. I don't care which way I decide to go. As long as I love what it is I choose to do, I will be happy doing it. There are so many opportunities as Pharmacy Technicians these days that my future is endless. I can write a test and be certified wherever I so choose to be. I love there being a demand for pharmacy technicians in the market right now. I get that it will probably be hard to find my first job after coming right out of school. But I know I can do it. I know I have the drive to succeed. Thus far it has proven to be a fact that is totally true for me.

Brandi

Week 1

Sat, 24 Jun 2006 00:20:36 GMT

This week was crazy, Monday was my first day of work so I was just getting accustomed to all that. Tuesday wasn't all that bad..my mom got back from coffee at like 4 and told me at 4:30 I had to take her home because Jade rolled my brothers car and they dont know how bad they are hurt but the car is totalled and they were going to Yorkton. Nothing major happens, Brady wore a neck brace for like 2 days and is super bruised up. Jade got stiches in her hand, has some cuts on her head from jamming the rear-view mirror up into the headliner...she still has her neck brace on and lost feeling in the back of her head.

Other than that, things are going good. Back to hooking up with Sonya. It was super nice here today so I even walked home. Later on I am probably just going to watch a movie, maybe the Chronicles of Narnia, because it just happens to be on the Satellite. Other than that, grad's tomorrow and I'm going to party like there is no stoppin me.

Brandi

DONE..

Thu, 08 Jun 2006 21:16:40 GMT

I am officially done my Pharmacy Technician course. I did my practical exam yesterday and Bonnie told me that I got in the 90's. Today I wrote my course cummulative final exam, it wasn't that hard, I'm expecting that I did fairly well on that one. Tomorrow I write my certification exam and I will find out around August 11th, if I passed or failed. It sucks that for the certification exam they dont give you a mark you just get a pass or fail. I'm a big sucker on how well I did on parts. I think that's probably why I'm glad I didn't end up going to university. The lowest mark I ever had was a 75 in Health in grade 7 because of a fuck up the teacher made, and that was like the worst feeling ever for me. I'm not going to lie to you, I'm kind of a perfectionist, I like to do well at things. But yes, tomorrow the whole class is going out for supper and we are taking Bonnie out too, it will be weird, I don't doubt that Bonnie will cry because it will officialy be the last day I see her. WOW, I can't believe 8 months and it's gone already. Before I was like shit I can't wait to go home, now I'm like I dont want to leave these people, I dont want to just stop going to school and get a job. But yes that's all for now. I might update before I move next Friday, or I may not....maybe once I hit up hazy for Gradstock something interesting will have happened. OH MY GOD, Glazer wants me to come up to Regina to party cuz we're "friends" haha I was like umm yeah I might but dude we're not really friends haha we just went to school together.
Brandi'

Pondering...

Mon, 05 Jun 2006 23:04:18 GMT

So I am done my actual Pharmacy Tech course on Friday, June 9th. That's the date I write my certification PTCB exam, hopefully I do good. On Wednesday I have a final for my practical stuff like filling prescriptions, compounding, insulin syringes and making IV bags. Thursday I have the cummulative exam just for what I've learnt over the past 8 months. I think I should be worried, but I'm worried because I'm not worried, if that makes any sense what so ever.

I had a pretty killer weekend, which left absolutely no time for me to study, not that I totally can blame the happenings for my laziness this weekend. Thursday night Kelly and me met up with Gord and his girlfriend Amanda at Montana's and then we all went to the strippers. Some of them were wicked nasty, but there was two that were pretty freaking kick ass...but I suck at throwing loonies, I stole a cowboy hat and beads so I was pretty pumpt about that, got myself a little bit of a souvenir. Friday night we went out for supper at the Keg and met up with a bunch of Gord's friends and his brother, then we went out to the bar again, I didn't drink, neither did Kelly, we just became overly entertained by the drunken people around us. Saturday was a write off, slept until noon, then we went to West Ed and we watched X-Men The Last Stand, for all those who need to know this...it FREAKING ROCKS! I loved it, good movie it was. I dont remember what I did Sunday..WAIT. Me and Kelly decided to go for a walk in one of the many parks that run along the riverside, so we did that, took our Rum and Coke and got loaded on the walk, then I came back and made some REALLY yummy chilli sauce and steak with rice.

This morning was just a shitty time, not my day at all. First of all I must have woke up and turned my alarm off and fell back asleep, ended up waking up at 8, already like a half hour late for school. I went and showered, got out, got dressed, blew my nose and the bitch started bleeding, dealt with that, went to school and on the way there I got another one. So I got a doctor's appointment again to see if they can tell me what is going on and why they're coming at such weird times, it's not even to do with the weather anymore, it's just whenenever and wherever. But that's enough of my bitching...
Brandi'

MM Oranges

Sat, 27 May 2006 00:54:32 GMT

Well what's new with me in the last like week. I write my certification exam on June 9th at 9:00 AM...I'm kind of getting anxious to get back home and see everybody. Then again, after a month of that I'll be all like...nobody has changed this is annoying haha.

I got ahold of my cousin Danny today, we're going to go out on June 10th, he'll be 18 by then and we're going to hook up in Camrose and go get hammered at the bar just to say we seen each other haha. Oh and I guess Claudia is like a coke and meth head so she's got lots of problems going on with her life. I want to go see her before I go to just so I can say I've seen her before she's a loser with life threatening drug addict problems. God I just couldn't believe how much potential she had, she graduated was going to do something with her life and met up with some gay ass guys and basically became a slut. I guess I dont really respect that but each to their own.

I get to go to Bonnyville tomorrow night to see my babe and then we're going to go to some barbeque his friend from Coldlake is having for him. Wow I'm such a popular person. Haha well that's about all that is new with me right now. If anything overly interesting happens...which is never likely in my life...I'll be the first to update anyone who wants to waste their time and read.

Brandi

MM asscheeks sticking to the chair....warm

Tue, 16 May 2006 16:15:22 GMT

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Another Rainy Day..

Tue, 09 May 2006 00:40:27 GMT

                 So this last week has been kind of stressful. I moved into my uncle's basement, it was the last thing I wanted to do but I was left with absolutely no choice, living in the Condo alone would cost way too much money for a freaking month and 17 days. I got a bedroom in a basement that is super cold, and I have a computer that seems to suit all my needs for the moment. Last week was accreditation so I was freaking out trying to learn all the different laws and drug names that they might ask us about, and of coarse Bonnie volunteered me to be interviewed regarding all of that. I really wish she wouldn't have, talk about having a freak out and a half thinking that you might forget something....because that was totally me on Friday.
                 Kelly came down on Thursday night, he got here about 6. Even though it had only been like a week since I seen him, it totally felt like so much longer. There was so much to talk about and just ahh everything seemed just so comfortable and RIGHT. He left today, and it was like a part of me was going with him. I can't talk to him for 10 days until he's done his shift - he's living on camp in Bonneville. Sure I'm glad as hell he has a job and he's making something of himself, but it was hard enough having him in Swift Current and only getting to see him once a month, and I got to talk to him like every second night. I wish I wasn't all girly and freaking could be a guy and totally forget about everything else besides the task at hand...which would be school for me....it would make everything a little bit more simpler in my head.
                This week and last week I had a bunch of finals....the ones that are coming up are really putting everything together and making me realize that come September I have a chosen career for the rest of my life. This is the one thing I've wanted to do and I'm basically done, minus 4 weeks of schooling left, and 2 months of practicum. I can't believe how everything is kind of falling into place one piece at a time. I'm in the serious relationship I've wanted forever, I've got a promising career ahead of me, I've got the potential to let this life path take me wherever I choose to follow it. I just hope it all works out now.

Brandi

What's New You Say?

Wed, 03 May 2006 15:38:13 GMT

I haven't updated in a while...probably because yeah nothing is overly new. But as of last weekend I moved! I'm living in my uncle's basement and it's freaking cold down here, but it's wicked cheap to live here and I dont have to worry about cooking food or anything like that, it's all covered in my rent. HAH, last weekend Kelly came up and Heather called and gave me the guilt trip about not wanting to go out with her. So we ended up going to Cowboys, got in a little two stepin and I got my grind on. I ended up spending $120.00 on drinks, somehow that seems like a large amount considering they were only 4.50 drinks. But whatever it was an awesome time, would definitely do it again.
HMM, I only have like 5 weeks of school left until my practicum, I'm getting so pumpt up for that, being able to move back to hazy and work and then finally get a real job that doesnt consist of sitting in a school for 5 hours monday-friday reviewing laws and basic concepts that will allow me to get a job. I can't wait for this to be done with, it'll be hard moving away from the city though, I'm not going to lie, it's nice being able to go out at midnight and get whatever you need, as opposed to in Esterhazy where anything you might need closes at like 6 besides the god damn restaurants and gas stations.
I had a test today, well a lab final, I bombed it, but now I should go and get me some recipe cardsd to write drug names on. I be all rank and shit....

Brandi

Bondage..

Wed, 19 Apr 2006 22:07:11 GMT

So today started off like a normal day, got up at like 5:30 in the morning, got ready for the school, studied for the final I had to day and headed up the hill in my oober SEXAY sunfire. I wrote my test and was home for 10. The plan was to go to West Ed, so I woke Wynter up and off we went.

Little did I know what would come of today. Wynt leaves in like 10 days, and I'll probably never see her again unless I come up to Edmonton when she's here next year. We walk by the piercing place, she said she'd get something pierced if I would, in order for bonding between us...She got her Labret and I got my Tongue done. We were all giddy and of coarse the fun couldn't stop there. We got matching sweat/capri pants because "we won't see each other all summer and we so just got to have the same pants because they're amazingly comfortable".

Yes, so that was my day. I hate sucking on ice, and I want real food, the sacrifices people make for a little sexual pleasure in the end god damnit.

Brandi

...Weekend...

Tue, 11 Apr 2006 04:55:04 GMT

So this weekend was crazy. I left for Swift Current at like 7 Friday morning, I so couldn't wait to see Kelly. It was the shortest 7 hour drive in the history of roadtrips for me. I partied like Friday night, hung out with Kelly's parents, met all his friends. His mom must really like me, she got me like an Easter gift and she generally doesn't do that I guess...kinda creepy, sweet at the same time. Saturday was just as good. I couldn't imagine having spent the weekend any other way.

I seen some crazy homosexual guy making out with his roomate - that was a girl - and he was like eating her face as a joke or something. I totally have nothing against homosexuals but this guy was so freaking entertaining, it was like he was playing some part if a movie or something just to prove his point.

Other than that, nothing's new with me, I get my 2002 Sunfire on Good Friday when my parents come up for Easter, they kinda are excited to be all coming to see me. I'm excited to see them but my Sunfire is just too cool to not be excited about - 5 speed manual, cruise, tilt, fucking it's enough for me. Finally good to have a car that isn't the Leburn but I'll miss that beast until the day fucking ends for it's running time. I love Kelly So Much....

Bran'

Boring...

Thu, 23 Mar 2006 18:28:51 GMT

So I'm sitting here at school, I've done like absolutely butt kiss all morning. Bonnie isn't here today so we had to work on like 6 assignments, do some essays and pharmacy calculations. I finished some of that stuff at home already. And here I sit bored out of my mind, 1 hour of classes left to go. Everything related to school is getting so tedious and just plain fokin boring. Not that I mind it not being super ass hard, but I hate not being challenged right now. I'm off to Esterhazy in like 3 months and I so can't believe school is done for me until I decide to go back to some university and just be rank smart or something. haha.

In other news, the girls leave back for Nunavut on like the 27th of April or something and they dont think that they want to keep the condo for next year so I've been forced to make a decision. As of April 30th I will reside in my uncles basement with two other inuit boys. Russ told me they're wicked sloppy and shit and that I'll be all there to straighten it out, but okay whatever haha. Oh and like SERIOUSLY, he wants me to house sit for him so I can take the guys to lacrosse practice, and to keep things under control. These kids are like my age, 17 and 15, is it really that hard to manage for like a week on your own. Me and my brother did it all the time. Not that I'm bitching, it'll just be a different part of the city and I'm not sure how that's going to work out for getting to school and shtuff...guess there is only one way to figure it out eh.

Hmm, what else? You may say "God This Girl Gets Around". But I dunno, I'm young, and you only live once. I'm with Kelly now, things are going just crazy good. I be all happy and crazy, it's hard to get those mornings when you want to get up and go to school and do whatever in a good mood the whole time, and it's kind of refreshing at the same time. I think I am going down to Swift Current the weekend of April 7th, Gymnastics is done on the 6th and I wont be coaching for the Spring Session, it's just getting to be plain stupid, nobody wants to coach at the U of A and I totally get why, the hours are shit and the classes are crazy, they never put the kids together that should be, it's all messed up. My parents are FINALLY coming up to Edmonton. They'll be making the trip for Easter, I'm so pumpt up to get to see my mom, dad, Brady and of course KAI! Not that I'm a freak, I just seem to be over-infatuated with my stupid ass dog haha.

But for now, that's all. I just wasted like 6 minutes, wooohooo, only like 54 more to go before I can get out of this shit hole and go get me some McDonalds...perhaps Subway, it's a big decision guys.

Bran'

Sun, 05 Mar 2006 01:28:28 GMT

OMFG I'M MISSING TELEMIRACLE!

E-Town Bound

Mon, 20 Feb 2006 05:01:06 GMT

I got upset with something Kelly textd me. I didn't want him to think I'm some crazy ass emotional chick. This could have done it in though, haha, life, dare to live it I guess. But now here is a question I've often wondered...AND I wouldn't mind a little enlightenment from others. Is it possible to love something/someone you've never had or do you just lust for them? AND if there is a noticeable difference that would clarify the line of difference between the two, what is it?

It was so nice to come home, I'll probably cry tomorrow when I get back to Edmonton; no doubt about it. Friday night I partied from 10:30 to 6 in the morning, not a thing I generally do though. Especially the people I partied with, don't generally party with them either, there was David, Donnie Shafer, Serena, Blaise and Ash. For some reason Blaise apologized to me for being an ass at the Street Dance in August. I got my haircut; it's sexy. And as an early college graduation figt, Tom is using his airmiles to get me an electric guitar. It should be in Edmonton by Friday or so, at the latest next Monday.

SHIT! Catching up with Ricky for coffee, figured it had been like an hour...NOPE! Like a 2.5 hour coffee, I missed just sitting aroung in the Galaxy bull shitting and talking and just yeah Chilling...all three are of the same origin, but I decided to place them all in there. Wish I could have seen a few more friends though, but if it's meant for us to lose touch, the third time I try will tell. But as for now I'll go back upstairs and pack up all my shit and get ready to leave tomorrow afternoon. Then I will return to an empty bed unfilled with my dog...although it shall now be filled with a massive teddy bear full of kisses that I LOVE to death, and to a friend who's company won't return for a long time, if it does.

BRAN'

Tue, 07 Feb 2006 05:27:33 GMT

So I'm really excited to go home from the 16th to 20th of February. AND an even more exciting thing....I might get to see Kelly the weekend of the 23rd. That kid is so awesome I cna't wait!

I WANNA SEE RICKARDO TOO

BRANDI

...Yes

Thu, 26 Jan 2006 21:40:16 GMT

I coach in like half an hour, and I'm bored as hell. I just got off the phone, I had like an hour long conversastion with my mom just because I could. We decided that they should talk about flying Brady out here in February with my ticket I was supposed to use for Christmas, and that I would just pay for his flight back home. It would be nice to see all of my family, but is it really worth 2 days at home when it's a 10 hour drive. I wish some of my friends lived in Saskatoon, like Natty and them, but they don't. Minor stuff. So yeah Brady might fly out here for like 3-4 days, we'd chill out, it'd just be a good time all around. I kind of want to head down to like Calgary/Black Diamond too so I'm not sure what to do with a long weekend in February.

Feels good to have a little bit of freedom and opportunity to just do whatever I want, although the cost of living here is starting to add up, getting almost disgusting how much it takes out of your pocket to do anything. Not that I'm complaining overly or nothing haha. That's about all though....maybe I'll update after gym or something. LMAO Oh my god, I made Nate go with me to open gym at one of the gym clubs in Edmonton here, and I spent a solid 45 minutes just working on back hip circles, for some reason I bruised the shit out of my hips and they hurt so much, to put clothes on my body is like hell haha. Makes me wanna cry just throwing on sweats! But I'm gone!

Brandi

Randomizations of Institutional Pharmacy...

Mon, 16 Jan 2006 05:26:03 GMT

I've been trying to comprehend why we have a final Tuesday and Friday of one week and the next week, the same thing, a final on Tuesday and Friday. It's almost retarded that our "quizzes" are harder than our actual finals. Not saying that it is at all hard, but I think it's dumb.

I really was wanting to move out of this condo, I couldn't stand the girls for the longest time, well namely, just Mir. It really hasn't gotten any better, but now....I can basically live out of my room. I have a bed, queen size at that, a computer, lamps, clothes, playstation, t.v....what more do I need. I have the appliances including a grill-cheese sandwich maker and a blender...OH and you CANNOT forget the milkshake maker. Get me a fridge and stove and mic and I'm ready to go. Things have been getting slightly better. I found out that I can do my practicums in Saskatchewan so I will do my retail pharmacy practicum in Esterhazy at Pharmasave, and then Bonnie - my instructor - is trying to find a hospital pharmacy close to Esterhazy that I can do my other practicum in. I am just pumped because in like 5 months I will be back in Esterhazy and just chilling like I used to. Not saying that I would want to live there right away but this city is enormous, there are more people in Edmonton than in the province of Saskatchewan as a whole!

But I'm not going to lie. If I have the chance to move back to Esterhazy and I can comute to work, I'll take it simply because I like the small town life a little better, and I'll be given our old house. It's a definite thing I wouldn't want to pass up right away. This way I'll be able to pay off my school debt and work towards saving up money to move to a different small town in Saskatchewan. No more of this.. "Oh I KNOW I want to live in Edmonton/Calgary/(other big cities). I'm not a city girl. Aside from the variation of people here, I like the cowboys haha. What else is new...school still isn't hard, the workload is slowing down for now. But before February we are supposed to know the top 50 drugs of 2004. I know that doesn't sound hard but I need to know the brand AND generic name. Long fucking things to correspond, especially when you ALSO need to know, what therapeutic class they are under and what they are used for....like antihypertensive, antihyperthyroidism, high cholesterol. But The beer is getting warm, the studying isnt coming...I should go....
*kisses* Brandi